January 2012
3 posts
when your soul's no longer sober you can only see...
i was really fucked up the first night we talked. staying up until like 6 or 7 in the morning whatever it was. but when we got off the phone i wanted to change for you. you dont understand though how hard it is to change that. i love drinking. at the time i was in love with you but alcohol controlled my heart and mind. i would WANT to hang out with you but i NEEDED to drink. you always had me...
